And let me just say the past year feels like its been my whole life Everyday I find myself replaying moments in my head Memories of us Things you've said Things I did Things you did I try and step forward and move on with my life But every time I take the steps.
Your right there pulling me back And it's not even that Seems like ill never get threw this I think the hardest Arthud is my attachment I have to people, I have a adult want nsa Lake Arthur New Mexico time letting go So many bad things happened in our life together back then I tried so hard to fix all nsaa it, adult want nsa Lake Arthur New Mexico after this last one There was no fixing it, that moment aduult that string that held us together broke Was the moment I lost myself We've always had this strong connection like we were one so even after this truth came out you goodlettsville TN bi horny wives had me around I loved you so I still fought for it but you pushed me away and proceeded marrying definition another You have no idea what that did to me, everyday I felt like I couldn't breath I missed you, I couldn't imagine you sharing Mrxico with another So fast I spent that whole half a year obsessing over it breaking myself more aant more everyday, until I became completely lost.
I Pushed everything I had left in my life away and closed everything and everyone off even. After awhile I met someone and in that time it helped block those feelings for you But I started to find myself comparing him to you.
Both the good Adthur and the bad You came back around, even though we never really stopped talking We started seeing each other again, all those feelings and that connection had never really left Even for you, I could then see how weak I made you, how in love you are with me and how much Adult want nsa Lake Arthur New Mexico hurt you, you still find yourself right back to me. I ended up pushing the guy away because I was still in love with you I was I lost him because I knew I still was alone, even though you were coming around, you weren't really mine I started gaining all that weakness and attachment to you again.
Every word you said, every touch.
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You held me that night the tightest you ever held me and told me you'd always have feelings adult want nsa Lake Arthur New Mexico me that I'd always be yours as you would be mine, but i didnt want half of you I wanted all.
We spent the next day together Me not knowing this would be our last, we argued a little and shared the last moment together Then you were gone, just like that. And I'm back to the beginning but even worst I'm twenty steps back from.
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You Arthut you still love me and always will but i don't want it this way.!
I feel i was cheated, tricked and stepped on. I dont think youll ever know how truly broken i am How come you've never fought for me?
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